Venting I just cut off my best friend

[Sheisgoneee]

I cut off my best friend today because I believe I am being gangstalked. I am being targeted by a bunch of people and they have my electronics mirrored as well. They started by following me around, then the spiritual attacks started. They wave at me, say things I have said by myself or wrote in my journal, and threaten me. I can barely make a living because they keep sending letters to places I apply to. I am scared to go to the current job I have because they come around when I am working to jump over the counter and scare me doing random things. I was already suicidal before this,and it is making it worse. My best friend loves me too much and I don't want her to go through the same thing as they tend to pay the people around you to participate as well. Even if she refuses them she'll just end up being targeted as well or they will make it so I lose it on her like I did for my girlfriend before I realized what was going on. I feel like I cannot trust anyone, and don't see the use of keeping people in my life at this point. I feel sorry for everyone, but this is literally the only solution I found to keep myself safe. I don't want to turn into a psychotic bitch around the people I love. I already saw what the cost of it was by getting cut off by my girlfriend, and I do not want that to happen anymore. It'll only make me feel shittier than I already do.

 

[reb]

I just want to let you know that you are not being gangstalked friend, nobody is mirroring your electronics, when i was on the fbi watchlist they were monitoring my phone if someone was doing that you would know, this sounds like a paranoid breakdown thing please know you are okay and safe I promise you

 

[Sheisgoneee]

I just want to let you know that you are not being gangstalked friend, nobody is mirroring your electronics, when i was on the fbi watchlist they were monitoring my phone if someone was doing that you would know, this sounds like a paranoid breakdown thing please know you are okay and safe I promise you

I know my phone is being monitored. It takes screenshots regularly, I can hear that my phone is being tapped as well from the sounds It makes, and people are constantly saying things I said In private to make me aware of their presence.

 

[reb]

I know my phone is being monitored. It takes screenshots regularly, I can hear that my phone is being tapped as well from the sounds It makes, and people are constantly saying things I said In private to make me aware of their presence.

What sounds does your phone make? and who do you think would do this?

 

[Sheisgoneee]

At first I thought it was the police but I don't even know who it is anymore. I am suspecting one of my friends as well. My phone has an echo everytime I am on the phone, the battery life is not good anymore, and it randomly takes screenshots. The people around me are also aware of it but they keep lying to me as if they were scared. At many instances I could see that someone had access to my car as well.