Discussion I have this false hope that circumstances will change.

[LifeAfterDeath00]

I hate it. No matter what I do, how I do it, or how much I try, it is the same thing over and over again. I have never been appreciated enough, I have never been loved, and all those other bullshit things other people get so easily but somehow I don't deserve it. And you can't even complain. I feel like I am suffocating all the time. I just want it to stop.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I lnow how you feel, seems everyone gets to be happy but us

 

[stanto]

Yes. And the more you feel like that, the more ppl will avoid you because you spread negative vibes.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

What can't you complain? I complained, and it was the truth, and my parents shunned me. They definitely didn't change, and no-contact has served me well. What happens when you complain?

 

[calendulo]

Circumstances can change..........yourself say it.
Nobody gets easily to be loved, give up a chance yourself. Why you are not going to deserve it?. Everybody deserves to be loved, it is greatest emotion over the world.

 

[Darkdreamer001]

Yes. And the more you feel like that, the more ppl will avoid you because you spread negative vibes.

How do we not feel what we're feeling. When we're taking action to make change but nothing changes but for others they can do a little or nothing and things work out for them. I used to be into the New Age stuff or Law of Attraction and I tried to be love and light with people and genuinely wanted good things for others and I got bullied, threaten, taken advantage of, laughed and mocked and much more. I later grew tired of this and decided after 30+ years on this planet that it was enough. If the Universe is supposed to be a mirror of us then I should be surrounded by loving friends, caring family and loyal husband and good job but none of these things manifest no matter how hard I try and patience also but everyone it was happening to and most of these people were very negative abusive people. The worse I got treated the more the Universe would reward them...so know I don't believe in karma either. Maybe the Universe/God hates me idk.