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Marsmia

Marsmia

Failed hanging a laughable amount of times
Dec 14, 2025
13
I'm actually so incredibly miserable and fed up. And this isn't the only time I've done this. I literally have spent basically the last 3 days desperately trying to buy some sn/kn entering my card and email into practically every website.

I get it's difficult to get in other countries but seriously why does the UK have to make it the biggest pain in the ass to get.

All of this because I couldn't hang myself.


Goes without saying but I would be incredibly grateful for anyone who could help me before I lose my sanity.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,012
I really understand, all I hope for is to peacefully cease existing and I just always suffer from how I cannot just have the option of a painless, guaranteed death so finally I can be free from the suffering of existing, I see so much cruelty in how the option of such is denied, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
620
you enter in your real card information? you might be leaking your info. i feel like there are better alternatives to SN
 

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