As for me, I have nothing to live for.
I have no financial future at 26.
And I don't see myself working in anything, because all jobs are a torture and a
And I have no social future either because I have social anxiety so I will never have a gf.
And besides that I just don't enjoy life.
I think that life sucks, there's just no getting around it.
I hate living in society.
Just hate it.
I hate people and interacting and or talking with people.
I wish I could live alone in a giant lonely island with a small house with a bed, shower and food and drink. That's all I need.
Without ever interacting or talking to anyone.
But that will never happen of course.
My only escape from this nightmarish existence is to ctb which I am planning on doing in a few months once my semester ends.
Then I will be free from everything for all eternity.
I will never feel bad again.
No stress, worries or bad emotions forever.
I have no financial future at 26.
And I don't see myself working in anything, because all jobs are a torture and a
And I have no social future either because I have social anxiety so I will never have a gf.
And besides that I just don't enjoy life.
I think that life sucks, there's just no getting around it.
I hate living in society.
Just hate it.
I hate people and interacting and or talking with people.
I wish I could live alone in a giant lonely island with a small house with a bed, shower and food and drink. That's all I need.
Without ever interacting or talking to anyone.
But that will never happen of course.
My only escape from this nightmarish existence is to ctb which I am planning on doing in a few months once my semester ends.
Then I will be free from everything for all eternity.
I will never feel bad again.
No stress, worries or bad emotions forever.
