SophieMakesGames
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- Mar 5, 2025
- 26
I wanted to get SN, but I can't find a supplier that sells to non-businesses and seems trustworthy.
I really don't wanna hang or drown or anything painful that takes a while. I'd prefer something that I can slip/fade out in a more pleasant way, like overdosing on stuff.
I have a bit of alcohol and brew my own a lot, so there's that,
I don't have access to a gun or anything and can't get one because of my money and past,
I make $200 a week, which is more than enough for anything and to survive according to sooo many people, and if you can't get a $900 apartment on $200 a week you're refusing to play by the rules and should just die anyway, at least the vast majority of people see it this way.
$7.25 is minimum wage, it's $900 for the cheapest possible apartment at all, and it's $10,000 for the cheapest house. It's around $1,000,000 for any house that's not like 1 room,
you can do the math, but the math comes out to it being impossible, and if you don't own a company and can't have more than one source of income you're not playing by the rules and should just kill yourself
I don't understand this though, 'cause I thought humans have intrinsic value? they do not. If you can't do something for someone else, make money, or gain worth, you literally are FORCED to DIE slowly, horribly, painfully, and without shelter, food, water, or friends, because you don't deserve anything but torture and death unless you have "leverage" or a lot of money. And money typically comes from leverage (I have money you don't, if you wanna not starve you better give me more money, after all I deserve it more 'cause I was born first bitch)
and so why not just die?
everyone wants it and I hate existence, I hate life, and I hate everything
I don't understand why even DYING HAS TO COST MONEY
what did Moses pay God, thousands of dollars for all the Israelites who died, or did he just bury them? no, it's physically impossible to just bury him obviously, the labor it takes to dig a 6-foot fucking hole is over $10,000 duhhhhhhhhhhh (what the fuckKkkkkKKkk?)
anyways, does anyone know any cheap methods I can use that won't be really scary or painful (hanging gives me a headache and scares me a lot, especially when things start to fade, and I've never successfully overdosed on anything even when taking 4x the lethal limit)
and preferably some way it doesn't cost a fuckton of money to die? 'cause I don't want a funeral, I think my body shouldn't be found, and if that happens then no one has to waste money, right?
I really don't wanna hang or drown or anything painful that takes a while. I'd prefer something that I can slip/fade out in a more pleasant way, like overdosing on stuff.
I have a bit of alcohol and brew my own a lot, so there's that,
I don't have access to a gun or anything and can't get one because of my money and past,
I make $200 a week, which is more than enough for anything and to survive according to sooo many people, and if you can't get a $900 apartment on $200 a week you're refusing to play by the rules and should just die anyway, at least the vast majority of people see it this way.
$7.25 is minimum wage, it's $900 for the cheapest possible apartment at all, and it's $10,000 for the cheapest house. It's around $1,000,000 for any house that's not like 1 room,
you can do the math, but the math comes out to it being impossible, and if you don't own a company and can't have more than one source of income you're not playing by the rules and should just kill yourself
I don't understand this though, 'cause I thought humans have intrinsic value? they do not. If you can't do something for someone else, make money, or gain worth, you literally are FORCED to DIE slowly, horribly, painfully, and without shelter, food, water, or friends, because you don't deserve anything but torture and death unless you have "leverage" or a lot of money. And money typically comes from leverage (I have money you don't, if you wanna not starve you better give me more money, after all I deserve it more 'cause I was born first bitch)
and so why not just die?
everyone wants it and I hate existence, I hate life, and I hate everything
I don't understand why even DYING HAS TO COST MONEY
what did Moses pay God, thousands of dollars for all the Israelites who died, or did he just bury them? no, it's physically impossible to just bury him obviously, the labor it takes to dig a 6-foot fucking hole is over $10,000 duhhhhhhhhhhh (what the fuckKkkkkKKkk?)
anyways, does anyone know any cheap methods I can use that won't be really scary or painful (hanging gives me a headache and scares me a lot, especially when things start to fade, and I've never successfully overdosed on anything even when taking 4x the lethal limit)
and preferably some way it doesn't cost a fuckton of money to die? 'cause I don't want a funeral, I think my body shouldn't be found, and if that happens then no one has to waste money, right?
