Venting I hate to be poor

[Galam]

Poverty is the main reason for so many to ctb. You can't do anything and if you have no skills, you stay poor but nothing of this is your fault.

I cannot afford the lyrics-to-song ai tools I need to create the music album I wish I could produce.

Or I cannot afford the prompt-to-image ai tools.

the things I have access to don't help me because I don't have the skill - I can't build it - to use them.

After I was abused in asylum 2024 I also cannot even play games on my laptop really because always the flashbacks come in and break my thinking process. I just tried to find cheats and I am so happy that I found some who work for the games I wanted to play. Otherwise I could not enjoy them.

I was bullied before the asylum 2024 this too always, isolated and I am just traumatized. It is so ill when you are born among poor parents and they are disaled, dumb alcohol addicts.
I am not a pretty woman, I have understood; if you are pretty but poor you have a good chance to become rich and popular just because of your face.

But I just have loser cards. I only wish such a existence to the bullies who made my life so hard.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm sorry for your situation. I'm also poor. It sucks. I will never make it out.
Didn't hit the DNA jackpot with brains or looks. I wish I could have been born with brains.
Pretty fades but brains last.