My life isn't all that bad, but I know trillions others are. That's why I'm slightly suicida( it's on and off for me at this point). I just graduated high school and I'm scared. What if I have a good life and I'm still not satisfied? If life is always wrong/evil/bad etc etc then why stick around. I know I'm going to suffer eventually so why do I still have some hope. I hate feeling this way. I hate the fact that I have to end my own life. Why can't I just be indifferent the this hell, why dose this life HAVE to be hell. I don't want to die, but at the same time I do. Dose anyone else feel this?
