i hate my brain

[nopurposeinanything]

my mind is like a war. It's corny, I know, but that's how it is. Im so tired of this i want to fucking die already. Why does it have to be so hard? So easy to be brought in this world but not to get out.

 

[Jisatsu]

Life is easy to start because biology is dumb and selfish. Two cells collide, chemistry does its dumb little spark, and boom, consciousness gets dragged out without consent. The wires in your brain freak out at the idea of leaving no matter how much it hurts. Survival doesn't care about suffering. It just wants the body running.... no matter how you feel. Society piles on too because your exit scares them.... death is seen as taboo... death threatens control something our man made society feeds on.
We are all stuck conscious inside a system built to trap us, not comfort us. That's why it feels cruel....

 

[sanctionedusage]

 

[nopurposeinanything]

Life is easy to start because biology is dumb and selfish. Two cells collide, chemistry does its dumb little spark, and boom, consciousness gets dragged out without consent. The wires in your brain freak out at the idea of leaving no matter how much it hurts. Survival doesn't care about suffering. It just wants the body running.... no matter how you feel. Society piles on too because your exit scares them.... death is seen as taboo... death threatens control something our man made society feeds on.
We are all stuck conscious inside a system built to trap us, not comfort us. That's why it feels cruel....

Yeah. I think bringing children in this world is selfish. We're all set up to suffer in this world, no matter what you do.

 

[Jisatsu]

Yeah. I think bringing children in this world is selfish. We're all set up to suffer in this world, no matter what you do.

Life comes with suffering and challenges, but it also comes with experiences that some find meaningful or enjoyable. It's all about perspective.

 

[kuroshimi]

Yeah, i get it.

It's relatively easy to come to the world because not many parents are truly responsible. An idea of making child just occurs because of society or something else and it's pretty much it. Sometimes not much time is devoted for future care. Outcome is pretty much predictable.