
emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
- 136
i'm so selfish. i always want to have friends but every time they end up leaving me because of something that was entirely my fault. i'm tired of hurting people, but i'm tired of being hurt. i'm tired of being alone. i'm tired of messing everything up.
i don't think i've ever felt this empty and depressed before, it's probably the worst it has ever been right now. i feel so empty. there is nothing going right, other than the fact that i have a friend for once. but i'm eventually going to ruin it. i'm going to eventually hurt them. and it's going to hurt 10x more than last time. maybe when that day comes, i'll finally have the courage to disappear.
i don't think i've ever felt this empty and depressed before, it's probably the worst it has ever been right now. i feel so empty. there is nothing going right, other than the fact that i have a friend for once. but i'm eventually going to ruin it. i'm going to eventually hurt them. and it's going to hurt 10x more than last time. maybe when that day comes, i'll finally have the courage to disappear.