Venting I guess I'll try partial hanging

[SadbleaTablea]

This is my lowest low I have felt in a long while. I am even doing things that I haven't really done before, like pushing people away. I have rested for about a week and a half since my last attempt. I used the shallow water blackout method previously, but I don't think it will be a reliable method for me. My SIs will kick in. As much as I am squeamish about hanging, and it does sound painful, I think partial hanging might be my most feasible method currently, as I do not have access to SN. I just need to overcome my fear of the pain of hanging. The consequences of failure also really frighten me. Nonetheless, I might try soon. I am tired. So tired. Too much suffering

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

In my experience, partial suspension hanging is a really finicky method, so I wish you luck.٩( 'ω' )و

 

[SadbleaTablea]

In my experience, partial suspension hanging is a really finicky method, so I wish you luck.٩( 'ω' )و

Thank you for the well wishes. May I ask why you think it's a finicky method? But, of course, if thinking about that is triggering or you don't want to talk about it, then completely understandable. Just wondering

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

Thank you for the well wishes. May I ask why you think it's a finicky method? But, of course, if thinking about that is triggering or you don't want to talk about it, then completely understandable. Just wondering

I've just found it (and I know many other users have had the same experience) that it's very difficult to find the sweet spot to compress the carotid artery and pass out TwT I've personally attempted PSH over 10 times, and it's led to no success QwQ So my intention is not to deter you, it's just in my experience, it really is a finicky method >w<

So I hope you can find the peace youre looking for ^^

 

[SadbleaTablea]

I've just found it (and I know many other users have had the same experience) that it's very difficult to find the sweet spot to compress the carotid artery and pass out TwT I've personally attempted PSH over 10 times, and it's led to no success QwQ So my intention is not to deter you, it's just in my experience, it really is a finicky method >w<

So I hope you can find the peace youre looking for ^^

Oh no worries, I never had the impression you were trying to deter me. Thank you for informing me. I value knowledge, to avoid any unwanted consequences, so I appreciate your comment a lot. Thank you for this and again for the well wishes

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel so tired of suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[SadbleaTablea]

I also feel so tired of suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you. I wish you the same, that you're able to rest and be free from your suffering...