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Theforeverblind

Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
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i recently got prescribed Adderall and i feel fucking great but not like im no longer depressed but like really stimulated like im able to do more things and have alot more energy but i cant tell if this is how im supposed to feel or if im just fucking high on it
 
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Nov 8, 2023
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That shit is basically like doing meth.
 
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Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
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i mean i do have adhd and ive been told that what im experiencing is just normal brain working and if thats fucking turn this is some bullshit people jsut get to be like this all day everyday TwT, i fucking love Adderall
 
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sunnysidedown

should I kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?
Jun 28, 2023
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recently diagnosed adhd and i'm on amphetamines too... unfortunately, I don't feel much from it
the depression/adhd combo is actually ass oh my god
 
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always_a_crossroads

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Oct 30, 2025
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It can be pretty world-changing, yeah :)
The best two years of my life started when I was first prescribed stimulants. I went from "I don't really believe in pills for mental health" to "WTH kind of magic is this?!" It definitely took some adjusting to, but it was such an improvement. I can't imagine life without my meds now.
Glad it's working for you.

PS. If it's an uncomfortable level of energy, might be a good idea to reduce your dosage, though.
 
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Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
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the crazy part is ive been one adhd meds since i was like 12 AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE WORKING but apparently not TwT my brain works
It can be pretty world-changing, yeah :)
The best two years of my life started when I was first prescribed stimulants. I went from "I don't really believe in pills for mental health" to "WTH kind of magic is this?!" It definitely took some adjusting to, but it was such an improvement. I can't imagine life without my meds now.
Glad it's working for you.
PS. If it's an uncomfortable level of energy, might be a good idea to reduce your dosage, though.
 
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always_a_crossroads

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Oct 30, 2025
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the crazy part is ive been one adhd meds since i was like 12 AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE WORKING but apparently not TwT my brain works
Was it a different kind?
The different stimulants are all supposed to work through similar pathways, but some people notice a big difference. I briefly tried another class of stimulants, and that one did nothing for me unless I went on a really high dose, and then the side effects were intense.
 
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Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
255
so i was on methylphenidate for years and it was definetly better than not having it but no where near how i feel one Adderall
 
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always_a_crossroads

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Oct 30, 2025
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That makes sense.
Enjoy the power-up :)
 
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PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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recently diagnosed adhd and i'm on amphetamines too... unfortunately, I don't feel much from it
the depression/adhd combo is actually ass oh my god
That's me, I was put on methylphenidate, but I quit the drug.

It did help with my concentration, but my MDD just shadows that improvement I felt.

I feel like curing my depression should come first, before being able to benift from stimulants.
 
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Great treatment for low self esteem and low motivation to accomplish goals.
 
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