iheartreb
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- Oct 26, 2023
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since this site got banned from my country and i got banned on twitter i finally got away from all the negativity around me, i left my first relationship and actually found someone else more loving and perfect. that ended in august and since then i started prostituting myself online to feel anything at all. i've been having intense suicidal thoughts again and i really want to get better again but i have no one to ask for help.. i don't wanna act on my urges i wanna feel good again like i used to. i miss being loved. being consumed by loneliness is just eating me from the inside out. i just feel so lost. i just really needed to get this off my chest
