Idk. Maybe it's narcissistic but I think about when I die and how it'll affect my family and friends. Like who's gonna discover me. I get really sad for them and I feel bad that they're going to go through that but I genuinely can't take it anymore.
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tonicer
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- Nov 13, 2025
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Same here. I wait until my parents die and then maybe do it but i spend a lot of time already on my body (working out, etc.) so i think i can't do it even after my parents are gone. Also the idea that someone finds my corpse and what that would make that person feel like makes me not want to do it or do it in a way that leaves nothing behind (acid or a vulcano etc.).Similar threads
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