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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

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May 31, 2025
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Sometimes I'll be more rude or irritable when I'm suicidal and it makes me feel so fucking terrible, I already want to kill myself and then I'm rude to those around me and then in turn they are rude to me and it's deserved but it makes me feel so fucking bad and so so much more suicidal.
 
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ratioinsanity

ratioinsanity

If I die, I can be replaced
Oct 15, 2024
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and that's why i avoid human contact❗
 
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iamsadandinnocent

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Jun 10, 2025
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Sometimes I'll be more rude or irritable when I'm suicidal and it makes me feel so fucking terrible, I already want to kill myself and then I'm rude to those around me and then in turn they are rude to me and it's deserved but it makes me feel so fucking bad and so so much more suicidal.
It's the reverse for me, I feel too much empathy and insensitive to anything said or happening that I don't even react or care.
 
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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
166
I'm this way too. I work with other people and when it's a really really bad day I'm just straight up nasty some times. I hate it :( I try to apologize when I can
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

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Jul 10, 2024
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I put distance between myself and loved ones. I find comfort in being alone. They don't understand, only judge or criticize. Alone is peaceful.
 
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