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forgivemegod

I have a chronic disease
Jun 26, 2025
10
The only reason I am suicidal is because I have a chronic disease that was caused by a doctor's mistake, and now I have to live with this killer pain, and now I have doctors who don't knoe jackshit on how to treat it. Therapy is the most money grabbing thing in the world, it literally don't do anything, I just do it because I am forced to do it since I was in a psych ward. I just want to kill myself so bad and it's so hard to fucking do it.
 
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Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
436
I hate everything about medicine too. I'm so sorry that doctors crippled you, something similar happened to me. Yes, overcoming the instinct for self-preservation is probably the hardest thing in the world
 
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bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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I have a few doctors in my family and let me tell you. They flounder in the dark. Know why they keep asking you to do tests? Tests and sometimes more tests. Some people think they're just trying to overcharge them. But it's actually because the doctors don't know Jack ****.They keep looking at your reports and scratching their heads trying to pinpoint what you're going through, but they have no idea.


It's very disturbing. It's like they have a certification just to be able to play with your lives. They'll try medication that might harm you. They'll make mistakes during surgery like cut off your salivary gland and cause you to never be able to chew food again. I knew a woman whose salivary gland got cut off during surgery and she couldn't chew her food and her mouth would stick closed because you need saliva in order to keep your mouth normal.very disturbing. Interestingly enough, she was a nurse herself. She died a few years later, all because of a mistake a doctor made.


Another nurse handed a patient the wrong medication and she died. Instantly.

There are so many horror stories like this. Let's not even get into anesthetists.

I have seen so many people suffering from medication on this site. It's a very terrible,unfortunate thing.Some children are forced by their parents to go get help. But that doesn't really help them. It only makes things worse, causes terrible injuries, and worsens things.
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Arcanist
May 28, 2024
439
As a former, (very low level) medical professional, I was always hyper aware of what I was doing for this reason. It's alchemy at the end of the day.
 
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Tired_birth_1967

Member
Nov 1, 2023
98
Another silly thought (I have many): I've always had a problem with people who make money off of other people's misfortune. They seem like cogs in an indifferent mechanism. The reality is that life is ridiculous in any aspect we look at carefully. Always the same struggle for survival. The doctor only exists because he also needs to survive. Even if his money comes from your pain.
 
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numbeyesopen26

Member
Jun 27, 2025
10
I agree with you. I've had a few therapists that I never saw any growth with and I'm sure they saw that too but kept asking me for money and sessions. I had to stop that. And doctors.. hate them, they lie a lot. I think there are good therapists out there but it's hard to find.
 
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wham311

Warlock
Mar 1, 2025
780
The only reason I am suicidal is because I have a chronic disease that was caused by a doctor's mistake, and now I have to live with this killer pain, and now I have doctors who don't knoe jackshit on how to treat it. Therapy is the most money grabbing thing in the world, it literally don't do anything, I just do it because I am forced to do it since I was in a psych ward. I just want to kill myself so bad and it's so hard to fucking do it.
Ya I hate when people suggest therapy.
Everybody in the world knows it's a lost cause, and they're pushing you to other people bc they don't want you to die and can't figure out a way to help you either.
 
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