autumn68
Member
- Apr 4, 2025
- 30
i was so ready to work on myself and feel better and magically cure my depression after getting on meds and going inpatient but it's not even a full week later and i've completely relapsed and feel like dying again lol. i don't think i'll ever get better, i was trying so hard. i went to aa, i told to my family about my depression, i stopped cutting, etc and all it did was make me feel worse. my mood is just so unstable and i have no idea how to regulate myself without any unhealthy coping mechanisms. i'm so tired of it, i wish i was brave enough to do literally anything about it but i'm not so i guess it's back to venting on this forum until i work up to another attempt
