OvercastingClouds
☆ ✧ The Lurker ✧☆
- Jul 5, 2025
- 55
After some research I finally understand truly what I'm feeling. The reason why I can't feel any joy out of anything. I thought that was just my personality and I was just apathetic but no. I realize I'm anhedonic. It's not the first time I've seen this term, I just didn't look deep into it until now and realize it's exactly what I've been feeling. Plus I think I think I am apathetic to an extent so it's a harsh mix of both. Of course this is one of those symptoms that is hard to treat going off others experience. That's frustrating, but I get a bit of relief of finally understanding why I'm the way I am. I have anhedonia, I get it now.
