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johnwatterson

johnwatterson

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Sep 30, 2023
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After figuring out what it is that will finally allow me to CTB and is possible to acquire in my country i have ordered all of the supplies that i need. The feeling I have is very strange. I cant express how happy and excited I am for them to arrive. This is the happiest I've been since I tried to CTB previously. idk how to explain it but I'm so excited to finally die.
 
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pebpebpebpeb

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Apr 1, 2020
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i hope everything goes well. may i ask what your method is?
 
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Good luck and wish you peace my friend
 
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UKscotty

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Fentanyl seems like the holy grail for CTB.

Go out high and happy, who could ask for more?

Good luck
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel so relieved, I wish you the best of luck.
 
Zvetok26

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Good luck! May you find peace:heart:
 
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hrpuff709394

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Mar 6, 2024
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its great you have all you need for the bus. ive tried so many times without success...life becomes so difficult when you dont suceed. iwished i had access to this forum before. best of luck and be at peace.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Hope everything goes the way you desire. Good luck.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

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Jul 23, 2023
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keep us updated - especially on the fent delivery. know how you must feel. mine was more pathetic. who gets happy that a grill and some charcoal arriving could make someone as happy
 
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