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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
362
It's amazing. I can see the path of how to improve my life. I have ideas and plans and methods galore! I have goals to be a linguist and travel and see the world! I want a house with 4 cats and a decent yard on the outskirts of the city just so I can see the stars!

But it's behind this broken glass of scars... the weight of all the things I want to do... all the things I should do... all the things I can't do ... i know what I want to do .. I also know I can't reach it... I'm just as useless as they come... limitless potential... wasted away on someone like me
 
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Topacio

Topacio

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Aug 14, 2022
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Never any luck, always the same...
 
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ixkitty

ixkitty

Let me be Selfish, just this once.
Aug 15, 2020
362
Never any luck, always the same...
Yes, and I'm so tired. Tired of trying for something I've never even wanted. And I keep trying because that's what I'm supposed to do.
 
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