I feel so stupid

[nonown]

Everything I do is stupid
I'm ugly and stupid
I don't accept myself... I would hurt me so much.
I hate me, my mind and my body...
My psychiatrist told me I am very intelligent but I don't believe.
I'd like to die... Without too much pain.
But I can't. I am blocked by this s*** life.
Sorry. No one In my "true life"understand.

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

i can relate. i want to die so fucking badly but cant figure out a way. the closest ive gotten is with a belt and my drawer handle but i need something higher and more sturdy.
and dont apologize for your emotions.

 

[RedDEE]

I understand. Life is blocking me, too. Has for a long time. It's because we're being held hostage by life, I guess. If it's any consolation, some day it will end, whether or not we end it ourselves. After we are dead, there will be an eternity of peace. What is 100 years of suffering compared to an eternity of peace?


We don't live forever, that's a scientific fact. Thank god.

 

[sadbunny]

Same dear

 

[faust]

I consider myself as a clever person but what is the point in this when I cannot do anything because of mental illness?
It does not matter what your brain capabilities are, we are all at the same boat.
I know it is hard to realize that, maybe you lack something what would be necessary for you.
There are no ideal people and will never be.
That is the sad truth however.
In your case I wish you a good luck and let you know that you are not alone with your problems

 

[randomz]

It doesn't matter if a person is intelligent or stupid, ugly or beautiful, it's all about finding your own place under the sun, where you feel nurtured and happy. And that place is personal for any of us. You could be rich and beautiful and still feel like shit inside and envy those who have less in terms of material values but have found their place. I have seen many examples that prove my theory but still, could be incorrect.

I hope everything turns out great for all of you.