I feel so depressed and suicidal and don't know what to do about it

[MiMif]

Every second is tiring and dragged out and I say I don't know what to do about it but the obvious answer is killing myself. But for some reason I hold onto a small little passion and hope for my dreams but then never make any action to achieve them. I'm a fucking loser

 

[Vorty30]

Hey, back from the other thread you made but... Please don't stress yourself over it at least!
Letting go, mixed with SI is a tricky business when you are hell bent on catching the bus. I will tell you this after 17 years of dealing with this.

 

[Pale_Rider]

You're not a loser, just having a hard time right now.

 

[MiMif]

You're not a loser, just having a hard time right now.

Been having a "hard time" for about 5 years now....I'm done