Venting i failed.

[menherachan]

so i failed...ill try again but with sodium nitrate..im fucking pissed it didnt work but,,i wasnt prepared enough..i jsut cut and cut more thoiugh..

 

[krsu]

what did you do? I'm sorry it didn't work out ;w; we are here for you <3

 

[menherachan]

what did you do? I'm sorry it didn't work out ;w; we are here for you <3

i tried to od on zoloft,,then tried to slit my throat but my razor wasnt sharp enough,,i need to buy new ones..thank you..

 

[PJFord]

@menherachan ... be kind and loving to yourself. CTB in theory seems easy but ultimately it isn't. You'll know when the time is right. In the meantime you're among friends here.

 

[krsu]

i tried to od on zoloft,,then tried to slit my throat but my razor wasnt sharp enough,,i need to buy new ones..thank you..

hmmm i see, i also hate how quickly my blades dull too

 

[menherachan]

hmmm i see, i also hate how quickly my blades dull too

ikr ugh, its annying

 

[EternalDarkness]

Use Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate. Big difference!

 

[TheSkyIsBlue]

I'm sorry for this experience. I failed too few month ago.

 

[menherachan]

Use Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate. Big difference!

thats what i meant lol thanks!

 

[xaea13]

I'm really sorry to hear this, failing a ctb attempt is probably the most depressing, demoralizing experience you could possibly feel. If it's any consolation, the method you described has a low success rate anyway, so it wasn't a case of pure rotten luck.
Just want u to know, we're here for you if you need to talk, vent, whatever. It's not my place to cast judgment or moralize :)