I failed with SN and I think I'm going mad

[Sandra]

Hi,
recently I attempted with taking SN but I threw it all up and nothing happened to me.
I'm thinking of trying a different method, probably hanging as I'm unable to keep SN down even with meds.
Interestingly since my attempt I seem to get angrier, I just don't want to talk to anyone, even my dog is driving me crazy because he is so needy and I just want to not be bothered in any way and I stil have to take care of him until I'm done.
Did you guys experience feelings like this? Did anyone else failed attempt using SN?

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry to hear of your experience. I hope you haven't had any adverse health problems since the attempt.

I can understand why you'd feel angry though. I'm sure making an attempt takes a massive amount of courage. I'm sure the whole process is unpleasant. I imagine most of us hope we'll just have to do it the once and be rewarded by escaping this place. I think I'd feel pissed off too if it didn't work.

 

[Sandra]

Thanks for understanding. Physically I am totally fine. I think it did not even start to get absorbed.

 

[rozeske]

Have you tested it's purity? How much did you ingest? Did you fast? Even after vomiting the stomach doesn't expel 100% of the content.

 

[Themogger]

Did you take AE beforehand? Follow the procedure. Did you have a second cup in hand that you took after you vomited? Which is expected btw

 

[CantDoIt]

There are people here who failed SN but I have never heard of there being 0 physical effects after an attempt. It feels like an unusual case. I've even seen cases with multiple vomiting sessions which succeeded.

 

[Fakefriendhate_Maxx]

How much Sn did you take ? And did you test it before using ? Maybe you should actually take a little less or split the dose ? I don't know - I'm sorry to hear that, but there are lots of people with several failed attempts. But it will work one day - Don't despair.

 

[Sakura.]

Hi,
recently I attempted with taking SN but I threw it all up and nothing happened to me.
I'm thinking of trying a different method, probably hanging as I'm unable to keep SN down even with meds.
Interestingly since my attempt I seem to get angrier, I just don't want to talk to anyone, even my dog is driving me crazy because he is so needy and I just want to not be bothered in any way and I stil have to take care of him until I'm done.
Did you guys experience feelings like this? Did anyone else failed attempt using SN?

Hi Marta! It's very nice to meet you!

I know you haven't posted much yet, but you seem like a lovely and very valuable person. It's so sad to me that you're suffering so much. You definitely don't deserve this...

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To answer your question, I haven't had a single attempt with SN yet, but I suspect it would end exactly like yours.

One day in June I was in an particularly bad mental state and I had a great urge to do it, but at the same time my stomach felt really bad and I was sure that I would throw up SN if I would made an attempt...

It's really disappointing to me that I keep making grand plans about catching the bus, and at the same time my eventual attempt would end in such a miserable and embarrassing disappointment...

I would like to CTB someday, but at the same time I don't know if I have any possibility to leave...

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Sorry to ask you something out of the blue, but... are you from Poland? I rarely comment on other people's topics, but your thread caught my attention because your nickname sounded a bit Polish. If you were from my country and were around my age, we could try to become friends. I'm sorry if that's not the case.

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I'm also sorry that your failed attempt is making you feel so bad right now...

I hope you will feel a little better soon. Take care.

 

[Hanaga]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. Maybe SN in acid-resistant capsules? So that SN would be released in the small intestine passing the stomach to avoid vomiting?

 

[notahappygirl]

Did you had any symptoms?

 

[cryptoinvestor]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. Maybe SN in acid-resistant capsules? So that SN would be released in the small intestine passing the stomach to avoid vomiting?

very smart idea

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. Maybe SN in acid-resistant capsules? So that SN would be released in the small intestine passing the stomach to avoid vomiting?

I will steal that idea and post it as a thread . Just joking. Maybe you or someone can post it as an OP. Sounds interesting

 

[justamirror]

I'm worried about this as well. Still sourcing don't know if I'll get meto. Might just do without. I've read a handful of people doing it without and it worked. Enough can be absorbed even after throwing up. I imagine it's really tough to try and down another cup after that.

 

[Manfrotto99]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. Maybe SN in acid-resistant capsules? So that SN would be released in the small intestine passing the stomach to avoid vomiting?

Could this work? I thought I read somewhere that it won't but I'm not sure why.

 

[Sandra]

Hi everyone,
thank you very much for advice and nice messages. My stomach ended up a bit fucked up but I'm better now. Just did not have energy to even write a reply. So tired. I will probably retry with better preparation.

 

[Light_]

Hi everyone,
thank you very much for advice and nice messages. My stomach ended up a bit fucked up but I'm better now. Just did not have energy to even write a reply. So tired. I will probably retry with better preparation.

retry with SN? maybe you would benefit from antacid. what was your protocol? can you list the things you did leading up to your attempt? I am using SN and would like not to fail at all, if it goes wrong I have to shoot myself in the heart which I don't want to do unless last resort which is why I have SN.

 

[Bear1234]

Heyy I am wondering where you may have messed up. Happy to hear you are recovering though. Can you share your protocol and if you tested the purity?

 

[Sakura.]

Hi everyone,
thank you very much for advice and nice messages. My stomach ended up a bit fucked up but I'm better now. Just did not have energy to even write a reply. So tired. I will probably retry with better preparation.

I'm so sorry your attempt made you feel so terrible...

I'm glad that things are a little better now and I hope that you will fully recover soon...

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Please let us know if there is anything we can do to make you feel even a little better...

We don't want you to feel unhappy and alone...

 

[sinfonia]

SN has a 100% death rate with AEs and fasting. If you failed, you must've done something wrong or used the wrong chemical (buying sofdium NITRATE instead of sodium NITRITE is a common mistake).

 

[suffering_mo]

SN has a 100% death rate with AEs and fasting. If you failed, you must've done something wrong or used the wrong chemical (buying sofdium NITRATE instead of sodium NITRITE is a common mistake).

Where are you getting this information? There are people, people on here who have thrown it up and lived, even without getting help. Even if it's a minority of people, there will always be outliers.

 

[sinfonia]

Where are you getting this information? There are people, people on here who have thrown it up and lived, even without getting help. Even if it's a minority of people, there will always be outliers.

Anectodes don't mean shit. We have no idea what they took, or if they even took anything at all. Anyone can post here, including people who don't like us ending our lives peacfully. Go read the PPH.

 

[TDF]

SN has a 100% death rate with AEs and fasting. If you failed, you must've done something wrong or used the wrong chemical (buying sofdium NITRATE instead of sodium NITRITE is a common mistake).

Hm, don't think anything can be described as 100%, especially when there is vomiting involved, which means your body may ultimately have absorbed very little of the sn. AEs are also not 100% at preventing vomiting, There are alot of variables.

 

[sinfonia]

Hm, don't think anything can be described as 100%, especially when there is vomiting involved, which means your body may ultimately have absorbed very little of the sn. AEs are also not 100% at preventing vomiting, There are alot of variables.

There are no reports of vomiting in the PPH. Of course nothing in this world is 100% but this is as close as it gets (unless you have access to N).