zombiegirl
the living dead
- Aug 17, 2023
- 176
its almost new year's and you know what that means. time to become a statistic
Zebulon
The loneliness is killing me
- Jul 30, 2023
- 122
alwayssearching202
Member
- Dec 6, 2023
- 81
I'm in the US and I've already been seeing it all over the news. There are multiple people ('celebrities' or whatever) that have received a lot of coverage and multiple accounts of rather tragic family murder suicides. This was my ideal date but I wasn't able to get all supplies in time.
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Abyssal
Probably gonna die soon maybe?
- Nov 26, 2023
- 1,326
kittyswift
getting tired even for a phoenix..
- Sep 29, 2023
- 216
HealMyBrain
Member
- Dec 6, 2023
- 28
Me too. Being a statistic seems really peaceful right about now...
CouldaHvBeenARock
Farewell, My Concubine
- Nov 16, 2023
- 147
Now I wanna go 
I really want to be a statistic
I really want to be a statistic
Rhizomorph1
Psychology (B.A.) & Substance Use Researcher
- Oct 24, 2023
- 649
I won't be dying anytime soon but I also would not mind being a statistic :pNow I wanna go
I really want to be a statistic
Soc
Member
- Dec 9, 2023
- 72
I was close last night, started messing with a rope and slipnot attached to the door. SI kicked in and I stoppped.
CouldaHvBeenARock
Farewell, My Concubine
- Nov 16, 2023
- 147
For SI don't be sober
Otherwise it will take some practice
I have been derailed cause I'm in the hospital but I'm ready to go
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minutelate119
the cold misty morning
- Nov 29, 2023
- 29
yeah, i always figured the new years was peak time for suicides. google tells me they actually do peak on new years day, and besides that are high during spring and summertime
Soc
Member
- Dec 9, 2023
- 72
yeh it was, I was not sober but I just couldn't hold myself, found I was holding the rope to keep it tight. Didn't manage it as I just made it hard to breathe. SI kicked in and I stopped. Took some benzos and went to sleep.
I seem to only be able to wish to be a statistic, I can't get it right, effing up every time. No reliable method, I just want to be out and gone permanently. It can be done but I don't have access, this is torture. I've seen some of the statistics in the news already too.
zombiegirl
the living dead
- Aug 17, 2023
- 176
Ksmиda
Have I died too soon or lived too long?
- Oct 23, 2023
- 187
They should make a list of all the people that ctb on this website at the end of each year as a way of remembering them
kittyswift
getting tired even for a phoenix..
- Sep 29, 2023
- 216
To be honest- I think that would be playing right into the hands of pro-lifers. Not that they couldn't find out anyway but I suspect they'd love to be able to connect actual suicides to this place. Giving them a list to cross check against say obituries and news reports I imagine would just make their campaign against here easier. Seeing actual numbers may also freak them out. It's a lovely thought but I think it would end up being used against the site in my mind.
