Venting I don’t want there to be nothing

[bugbugbug]

I want there to be another chance so badly, if I could just have another chance even if I don't remember. I know I could do things differently

 

[fleshpuppet]

Why? If you got another life but you couldn't remember your current one, then it makes no difference. It may as well be another human life entirely unrelated to yours.

 

[behindtheveil]

I do hope you get the chance that you are looking for. To improve the odds how about improving our karma or deeds. One good deed every day till we get the bliss we are looking for. Lots of love and blessings to you.

 

[mold]

what i wouldn't give to just rewind the clock back as far as i wanted to just try everything again

 

[SoLowHollow48]

What's lost is lost but when one is gone, there's always another. Problems, solutions, all that shit.

You can't rewind things. You can't redo things. But you can always change your ways and your perspective. Ceasing to exist is there as a choice but what guarantee is there that after you die, it all just fades away? That's there's no other life after?

People say nothing but those people saying there being nothing after death are still breathing. We haven't got an answer from a dead person who's actually died

 

[bugbugbug]

It's such an interesting feeling. I know there is no rewind, I know that most likely than anything there will be nothing, there will be no other chance but I crave it. If only I had known the things I do now then things would be completely different. That is life though and this was honestly more of an act of desperation post, a craving, a need for there to be possibilities that I know will never to be. I wish and I wish but there's nothing. It's nothing and mixed with everything else going to absolute fucking shit in my life. Being doomed to a death in a few months because of disease is such an interesting feeling, if only I had them until the end then maybe I wouldn't be so miserable, but again that's wishful thinking. A thought that haunts me in my dreams, beautiful children that could have been. Me sitting on our porch as we have finally reached the end of life. I know this is dramatic, but I know I will die of disease in a year or so anyways because I absolutely refuse treatment if I cannot have any purpose in life. They were everything to me and I know that not everyone can understand. This was me though, if they were there then I could continue. If I wasn't dropped and every promise was thrown away maybe I could have continued through the pain

 

[PurpleMorality]

I sort of get that. Like even if I don't remember but somehow the wisdom was still stored within me, I could do something differently.