I don’t want my friends to be sad

[stimabuse]

I don't want to make my friends sad and miserable bc of my suicide, they don't deserve this. I'm so glad to know people like them bc they have mad my life so much more bearable and i actually have good memories with them, the thought if them being depressed bc of my passing is actually a factor that's making me doubt cbt. However I just don't know if I can manage living like this for longer, it's getting worse and worse too. I wish they won't be all too hurt by my passing and will be able to lead comfortable lives, even after my death

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Consider if it happened a different way, such as you dying of an illness, or in a car crash. The sadness is going to hit them either way.

But understand they will have a whole different perspective if your death was due to suicide.

Suicide is the most toughest decision you will ever make, and a very serious decision to make. It's a final decision if you do it. Really think it through before you do it, because once the deed is done, there is no changing your mind.

So think long and hard about your choice.

 

[stimabuse]

Consider if it happened a different way, such as you dying of an illness, or in a car crash. The sadness is going to hit them either way.

But understand they will have a whole different perspective if your death was due to suicide.

Suicide is the most toughest decision you will ever make, and a very serious decision to make. It's a final decision if you do it. Really think it through before you do it, because once the deed is done, there is no changing your mind.

So think long and hard about your choice.

I don't want them to have regrets abt "not seeing sings" or "not reaching out" when in reality it wouldn't have helped a bit. The thing that's driving me towards suicide is something chronic and borderline unfixeable. I plan to talk abt all of this in a note though.