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I don't understand what's wrong with me

girafeli

girafeli

it's okay
Dec 23, 2025
39
I wish I had scheduled my psychiatrist assessment earlier. When I went to schedule an appointment in september, the nearest date was in february. I don't think I can wait that long anymore. I thought I could make it there. I don't think I can anymore. Everyday I wake up in a panic and all I feel is suffering and my brain just imploding on itself from catastrophising. I wish time just stopped. I wish I could just cry for days. I wish I wasn't forced to pretend I'm okay.
 
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