I don't think I can trust anyone ever again

[mpti]

I don't know if I ever got to mention what happened to me. After that thread I took the car out but got caught by a cop and sent to a hospital for holding and then a mental facility for a week. I was stuck in what was basically a slightly polished jail and wasn't allowed to leave even when I got very sick and felt like complete shit physically. And now my family is watching me like a hawk. They've already found this website, which is basically my only outlet to communicate with like-minded people, and I'm taking a risk just posting here, but whatever.

I don't want to be forced to live this shitty life. Just let me die for fuck's sakes. Guess I'm stuck here though...

 

[Walilamdzi]

I didn't see the original thread that you're referring to, but I know how much it sucks to be hospitalised. I agree that these places are very prison-like and aren't at all constructive. I hope that you're feeling a little better physically by now. It's hard when people are being hyper vigilant about everything that you do.