Pryras
Last hope
- Feb 11, 2020
- 621
I live pretty much day to day and don't really worry or think about the future all that much.This could explain why I feel so impulsive and short fused with things. I have little patience and if I'm struggling with something it has to be dealt with NOW.
Another year has gone by and I'll be dropping another 10,000 in June in attempt to "fix" my flaws. I don't see a future because these flaws will never stop appearing and I'll always be slaving away to get them fixed.
I'm ready to leave after the surgery because I'm tired and exhausted of living this way. I never stress about the future but I spend A LOT of time in the past, beating myself up over the hindsight.
Another year has gone by and I'll be dropping another 10,000 in June in attempt to "fix" my flaws. I don't see a future because these flaws will never stop appearing and I'll always be slaving away to get them fixed.
I'm ready to leave after the surgery because I'm tired and exhausted of living this way. I never stress about the future but I spend A LOT of time in the past, beating myself up over the hindsight.
