Venting I don't know who to believe...

[Wilt-On-High]

do I believe myself or do I believe other people?
other people say I'm talented and smart and funny
They also say that I will get through this.
They refuse to see my ugliness and how much of a horrible person I am. They think I should be more positive and stuff

if I believe myself then that means all of the negative stuff is true and that I'm honestly just a waste of space and stuff ...

My beain is fighting, I don't know who to believe at ALL!!!!
just Whar???

 

[Britney Spears]

Fuck other people's opinions and let them slide off your back. You have to believe in yourself and trust yourself. You're the only one who knows what you have, no one else. Only we know what we have. No one can put themselves in our shoes, even if we wish they would for a minute to understand what we have. People think we only have (mental) problems and take everything lightly as if it were the least of it; it's a matter of "changing our attitude." I find that regrettable; no, it's the worst. Everything goes beyond the mental, but they think we're crazy and that everything can be overcome when they have no idea. They think everything mental is our fault. Changing our attitude and making an effort, negativity... they have no idea. Opinions drag us down; they can shove them up their asses. But we have to ignore them, or they'll do more harm than good. Only you and each one of us know what's wrong with us, what we have, and whether or not there's a cure. Sometimes these external words and criticisms leave us feeling powerless. Especially when they come from family and loved ones. Hugs
Believe in yourself, no one will love you more than you. And if we hurt ourselves and seek liberation, it's because we've chosen to, and we should have the right to. Neither family nor friends nor anyone else understands us; they can't put themselves in our shoes. Even psychiatrists only give random diagnoses. The outside world is pitiful and crue . I hate people from outside more and more, only in Sasu do we understand each other. Kiss

 

[Vivir_O_No]

do I believe myself or do I believe other people?
other people say I'm talented and smart and funny
They also say that I will get through this.
They refuse to see my ugliness and how much of a horrible person I am. They think I should be more positive and stuff

if I believe myself then that means all of the negative stuff is true and that I'm honestly just a waste of space and stuff ...

My beain is fighting, I don't know who to believe at ALL!!!!
just Whar???

Many of our thoughts are false. Do not worry about their content, most of them are pure bullshit.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

It's all true. Life is weird like that. But no one knows you like you do.

 

[wantingdignity]

Everyone is a mix of potential to be kind, harmful, good, bad, or any number of things. The fact that you care means you have a conscience, which is better than a lot of people.

There's also a difference between doing a bad thing and being a bad person. Guilt is a sign of having a conscience. Shame is beating yourself while doing nothing to better yourself or make things right. Go a little easy on yourself. You deserve to be treated well, just like everyone else, even by yourself.

 

[Wilt-On-High]

Fuck other people's opinions and let them slide off your back. You have to believe in yourself and trust yourself. You're the only one who knows what you have, no one else. Only we know what we have. No one can put themselves in our shoes, even if we wish they would for a minute to understand what we have. People think we only have (mental) problems and take everything lightly as if it were the least of it; it's a matter of "changing our attitude." I find that regrettable; no, it's the worst. Everything goes beyond the mental, but they think we're crazy and that everything can be overcome when they have no idea. They think everything mental is our fault. Changing our attitude and making an effort, negativity... they have no idea. Opinions drag us down; they can shove them up their asses. But we have to ignore them, or they'll do more harm than good. Only you and each one of us know what's wrong with us, what we have, and whether or not there's a cure. Sometimes these external words and criticisms leave us feeling powerless. Especially when they come from family and loved ones. Hugs
Believe in yourself, no one will love you more than you. And if we hurt ourselves and seek liberation, it's because we've chosen to, and we should have the right to. Neither family nor friends nor anyone else understands us; they can't put themselves in our shoes. Even psychiatrists only give random diagnoses. The outside world is pitiful and crue . I hate people from outside more and more, only in Sasu do we understand each other. Kiss

Thank you for this :)

Everyone is a mix of potential to be kind, harmful, good, bad, or any number of things. The fact that you care means you have a conscience, which is better than a lot of people.

There's also a difference between doing a bad thing and being a bad person. Guilt is a sign of having a conscience. Shame is beating yourself while doing nothing to better yourself or make things right. Go a little easy on yourself. You deserve to be treated well, just like everyone else, even by yourself.

Thank you!