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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
I hate feeling like this. No energy, no drive. Just loads of time to think and reflect on how much of an absolute abortion of a person I am. I need to find something stimulating to do immediately
 
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tormennted

tormennted

Member
Feb 13, 2021
21
Just like you, need to really push myself to do even the basic chores. Just thinking about dying every hour of the day. It would be best to do something rewarding in the evening which will pull us through the day.
 
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iwanttodie000

Student
Feb 15, 2021
199
Same exact feeling. I don't feel like doing anything at all. I lost my job last year early, so I've sat around with my thoughts most of the time and now, I can't even imagine working again for dealing with society. I do stuff here and there, but so much time to let my suicidal thoughts take over. It will be the death of me, hopefully sooner than later
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,599
Feel the same. Didn't do anything today. I can't get motivated to do anything. I was exhausted all day other than watch TV & be on S.S.
 
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AQUA

AQUA

Headstone
Dec 2, 2020
300
Try writing down your thought when you start to ruminate. it sounds super simplistic but it really helps when you're stuck in a thought void.
It can also teach you a lot about yourself since you'll be able to literally see your thought process.
Hope it helps:hug:
 
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namelessX8

Student
Feb 22, 2019
111
try taking stimulants. maybe you have ADHD?
 
Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
Same. I try to trick myself to get "busy". For instance, I tell myself that "I enjoy working on my homework and studying". Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

I'm in nursing school right now, but I'm wasting my time. Anxiety, worrying and suicidal ideation is a bitch. There are times that I can't move because of how paralyzing these thoughts can be. I know that most of you can relate, and can say it in a better way than I do.
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
Yeah, I barely do shit anymore. Even basic things sometimes like drinking water or brushing my teeth, etc. I feel like there's no point. My mom keeps saying doing nothing makes it worse, which is probably true, but... fuck, I Idk.
 
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