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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
195
Living with anhedonia is awful. I have had this issue for many years. I don't see myself getting better in the near future either.
 
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Mr. Snrub

Mr. Snrub

Specialist
Aug 10, 2025
318
I'm not anhedonic the whole of creation is just inherently useless!

srsly tho I think joy would be a bit of a big ask from me. Temporary and woefully incomplete distraction is the best I hope for these days.
 
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qwert3948

qwert3948

It's all ordinary data.
Apr 24, 2023
137
been feeling this way recently. it's really weird to be unable to enjoy things you know you like.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
I'm 43 and I discovered what anhedonia is because of this forum. I think I have anhedonia too but I forgot to tell it to my psychiatrist the other day. Nevermind, there is no pill for existential angst.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
627
I have beeh ahedonic for years and years. Sadly, it is the default state of my mind.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Me too. It seems to be getting beyond that now. I don't know how to describe it. Almost like everything is tainted. Like all the world is gross. Sort of out of focus. Not like how it is was for me.
It's hard to describe but maybe someone knows what I mean.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
195
Me too. It seems to be getting beyond that now. I don't know how to describe it. Almost like everything is tainted. Like all the world is gross. Sort of out of focus. Not like how it is was for me.
It's hard to describe but maybe someone knows what I mean.

I definitely understand what you mean. The world is an awful place.
 
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