I don’t even know

[suicidalcat]

I don't know what to do I think I'm going to have a mental breakdown. You really can't trust anyone in this world anymore and I just fuvked up again like I always do and now the people I know hate me and it's like I just can't seem to get away from messing everything up I just fuvk everything up all the time. I can't tell LIEK anyone what's really happening and I was so close to telling my mom but that would probably be a mistake. I just can feel everything that I've pushed down and tried to mov ein Form all coming back up and my hearts beating fast and I just know I can't do this right now. I feel so alone and I don't know what to do I don't even know why I'm going to post this but I genuinely feel like I'm going to have a breakdown.