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seagullsonapiano

seagullsonapiano

but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
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I didnt do it, i didnt manage
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
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Dont be ashamed. Im glad youre still here. Not going through with a plan doesnt mean youre a coward or a failure. Take a break. Dont try again or think about planning yet. Having a clear mind is best for decision making.

Often times when you back off from trying to end your life it could very well mean something inside of you is hesitant about the choice youre making. It could mean that the choice you were going with isnt what you truly want. So take that as a sign and think it through. In the end it's your life, your choice, and your feelings. No one is good enough to tell you what to feel or what to decide. So take a break and relax till you feel stable. I wish you good luck. Love you!
 
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ILiveAlone

ILiveAlone

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Dec 31, 2025
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I wish I didn't fear death. If I didn't fear death, I'd be dead a long time ago. I bet that's the case for a lot of us, right? Funnily enough, we'll still die. 'You either kill yourself or get killed.' Maybe it's just a waiting game.
 
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Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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SI is difficult to defeat. Don't be too hard to yourself 🤗
We're here for you!
 
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