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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
181
It was the hardest urge I've ever had to suppress. Hope more sober days are ahead.

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northerner

northerner

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Feb 2, 2026
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congratulations! it may feel like just a small victory but i'm sure it's the first of many good things to come. you should feel very proud of yourself <3
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
181
congratulations! it may feel like just a small victory but i'm sure it's the first of many good things to come. you should feel very proud of yourself <3
thank you so much <3 it means a lot to me
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
183
Proud of you!! I'm struggling to quit at the moment too and I know how strong the urges are. This is a huge achievement, congratulations!! <3
 
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SASU-KE

Mage
Nov 26, 2025
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thank you so much <3 it means a lot to me
Take it from someone who drank a lot last year. Nothing good comes out of it. Have you ever heard a story about an alcoholic doing well? One day I just stopped and I never went back. And I won't. It just makes your life worse. It makes you feel good but makes everything much, much worse.It's terrible as a coping mechanism.

I hope you kick its *** to the curb once and for all.
 
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timf

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Mar 26, 2020
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If AA would be useful for you, they say 90 meetings the first 90 days. This is to build a momentum to carry one into sobriety.
 
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krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
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eyyyy congratz!!! im glad you have managed that, it may seem like a small step that will eventually bukld up to something much greater!! ^^ so i see this as an amzing accomplishment and u should be proud :D
 
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reowmeow

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Feb 10, 2026
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Congratulations! i wish you the best on your recovery journey
 

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