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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
I wrote the intro and then started adressing my parents speecifically and broke into tears.

Something just stopped me.

Ill try again tonight.
 
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Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
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I wrote the intro and then started adressing my parents speecifically and broke into tears.

Something just stopped me.

Ill try again tonight.
Take your time. When you're pushed too far, you'll know and that will be the right time. Don't do it if there's something stopping you.
Also, good luck with whatever path you take and I pray to whoever's up there that you find peace you're clearly in a lot of pain x
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
Take your time. When you're pushed too far, you'll know and that will be the right time. Don't do it if there's something stopping you.
Also, good luck with whatever path you take and I pray to whoever's up there that you find peace you're clearly in a lot of pain x
Thanks you. I hope to make an exit when things get too hard to handle.
 
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Funkbunny

Student
Nov 18, 2018
116
Zero rush. The letter is a huge part of the process that can solidify your thought process and intention. Whilst I've done letters, I'm doing a video message for those closest. At least they can see my face and hopefully get a feeling for what I have to say to them.

Go easy on yourself. This is hard.
 
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First loss

First loss

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Jan 28, 2019
393
Zero rush. The letter is a huge part of the process that can solidify your thought process and intention. Whilst I've done letters, I'm doing a video message for those closest. At least they can see my face and hopefully get a feeling for what I have to say to them.

Go easy on yourself. This is hard.
I didn't think it would be this hard though.
 
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Funkbunny

Student
Nov 18, 2018
116
But at least you're starting to see this for what it is... really bloody difficult! Thinking of what words, how to try to get your feelings across. Unbelievably hard.

You're already taking pause for reflection. Good on you! Personally, I think what ever we write, it's not going to be fully heard. Not at first anyway. The shock, grief, anger etc will all get in the way.

Something stopped you. I can only speak for me, I get that. The amount of times I started a letter, broke down, deleted it, started again... geez!!

Breathe! Reflect as you are doing. Be gentle on yourself.
 
GreyMagic

GreyMagic

The more you care, the more you have to lose.
Feb 21, 2019
173
I'm doing mine in stages. So aim to do a little bit each day. Might be worth trying? Also, I get inspiration from song lyrics.
 
tiggles2000

tiggles2000

Student
Jan 15, 2019
113
I basically vented my feelings on a note on my phone. From there, I basically copied and pasted the important parts to another note, and then every day, refined it and added more of what I wanted to say. Its not perfect, and takes a while, but eventually I became content with what I wrote.
 

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