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Tobacco

Tobacco

Efilist. Possible promortalist.
Jan 14, 2023
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Hello everyone.

I know I don't post as much as I did before but I guess that's a good thing. Life is letting me breathe a little and now I have a couple of personal projects and stable employment after like 3 years.

When I say to "accomplish another year" I mean last time I posted a thread like this, it was my birthday last year and I was so happy that I made it to another year without CTB. For a few years, birthdays were very sad for me but I have lowered my bar for satisfaction so I'm happy just recognizing life allowed me to experience enough goodness and pleasure as to not jump in front of a train or jump from a tall building. My birthday this year was almost a month ago and I was very happy because of that reason again.

I want to finish saying that I hope everyone would have the same opportunity, and I think it's not fair for all the people that need it to not have it, that's why I was hesitant to even make this post.
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
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Thanks for the words of encouragement. Sometimes a focus can become so narrow that hope can seem out of reach. Hearing someone with a ray of hope can be enough to broaden their focus.
 
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