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lost.ghost

lost.ghost

dissolving mind
Jan 25, 2019
110
I've dealt with chronic suicidal thoughts since I was 12, and staying indoors has made me so unmotivated to keep living. On top of that I am so tired of being mentally ill and this is something I will have to deal with for the rest of my life. I don't want to be in pain anymore. I am considering killing myself very soon, but I have an amazing boyfriend who I am scared to leave. I want to kill myself so bad and not be hurting anymore but I'm terrified for his own mind after I do so. Just needed to vent
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
Hey! Hope you're doing well (: what makes you suicidal? I'm here if ya want to DM
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
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I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly. I completely understand the lifelong struggle of mental illness and how the perpetual nature of it can make you feel hopeless. I sincerely wish you peace with whatever you decide to do :heart:
 
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