Venting I can't live like that anymore

[conflagration]

I'm out of the psychiatric hospital again. This is the sixth time in my life. New meds, new doses—to numb the BPD pain I've felt my whole life. Today I screamed at my mother for an hour, only to be manipulated, gaslit, and dismissed. I'm unable to work, be in a romantic relationship, or live a normal life. Sooner or later I'm going to catch the bus, so why even bother trying to get out of this crisis?

 

[Terrible_Life]

Same for me . Mental illness tortures me day after day, my family sucks making everything worse , i feel trapped and hopeless and therapy never helped me and never will and honestly? Even if there would be something left that i could have with the help of therapy (which is absolutely not the case but anyway..) I wouldn't want it because after so muvh suffering and i have 0 energy left to go to a fucking hospital and then sit on the couch and talk with some random therapist about everything i am too tired and too exhausted for this bullshit and it never really helped me.

I hope you'll fijd your freedom. I hope i will as well , i plan to hang myself and for that I must defeat this irrational si

 

[unluckysadness]

I feel you because I just cannot live. I'm only good for surviving and seeing other people enjoy normal things. Psychiatry cannot do everything, and doctors should offer euthanasia if no cure is possible. Even a little hamster has the right for euthanasia... Weird planet...

 

[theboy]

I feel u