Reika179
I dont know
- Nov 2, 2023
- 15
Im tired. Im tired of waking up every morning with this same brain and same situation I cant escape from. Its a cycle. Wake up, do some 'responsibilities' I didn't even ask for, and suffer from this brain that only knows how to torment me.
Even when I live like this, people will always try and convince me to stay alive. Thats not morals, thats selfishness. Morals are manmade, theres no such things as right or wrong in this world. They want me alive because it benefits them. It makes them feel better.
I get that people do that because of instinct. In the end of the day, we're all humans and we hate the emotion of 'fear'. But I can't keep excusing them just because of that reason. Why do they get to have what they want in cost of me suffering in this life?
I didnt ask to be born. Why cant I have the privilege of chosing how I want MY OWN life to end?
Even when I live like this, people will always try and convince me to stay alive. Thats not morals, thats selfishness. Morals are manmade, theres no such things as right or wrong in this world. They want me alive because it benefits them. It makes them feel better.
I get that people do that because of instinct. In the end of the day, we're all humans and we hate the emotion of 'fear'. But I can't keep excusing them just because of that reason. Why do they get to have what they want in cost of me suffering in this life?
I didnt ask to be born. Why cant I have the privilege of chosing how I want MY OWN life to end?
