fantasticalreality
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- Sep 29, 2025
- 6
Theres no escape from the dull buzz in the back of my thoughts. Its just a noise, just a constant shadow over me. an intense loneliness that cant be satiated no matter how vulnreable and honest i am, how open i am, how hard I try to understand. I just hate everyone, and i hate myself. at the end of the day i dont feel close to anyone. and i feel cruel for my angry thoughts, i feel evil. maybe my punishment for this inner putrid nature is to be tortured by my own self enacted loneliness.
