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HerBetrayal_

HerBetrayal_

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Jun 29, 2023
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I have finally reached my limit. I kept trying to hold on but it's been one thing after another since losing my grandmother at the end of january. I just got fired from my job and now am unable to support my dead beat father. I am taking the train to new york for a concert in a little less than a week and I plan on killing myself afterwards so I can at least have something good before I die. I am unsure of how I want to ctb, I was thinking of partial hanging or the night night method but I'm scared of messing up and suffering, or it just not working at all.
 
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Eedrah

Eedrah

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Oct 23, 2020
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sounds awful, im sorry
hanging has always seemed risky to me, and after watching videos, i dunno
i lost my job this year too, and the women i love very much left, i have been making tentative plans myself
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you have to suffer, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I always wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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