I can’t do it

[littlemisssunshine]

I just can't do it any more

Constant paranoia, anxiety, overthinking

I hate who I am. I hate the constant thoughts running through my head.

I'm exhausted with it

Sick of constant reminders of trauma. Questioning why people chose to harm me. I just can't understand it.

I don't want to be damaged I just want to be normal I don't want these memories I just want normality.

 

[Gavr1212]

I'm sorry you're going through this. I came back here after a long time being gone, and this was one of the first things I saw. I don't know if it brings any comfort, but I relate. I'm exhausted, too. The anxiety, confusion, and resentment is overwhelming. I want to go to sleep and never wake up.

I hope you find peace.

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry life has brought you such pain
I completely relate to what you're saying- trauma leaves us with scars that last a lifetime. It is so unfair

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry for what you are going through. I hope you are able to find peace somehow.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry too. I hope your life gets better.