i cant bring myself to study anymore

[TheAngelBornInHell]

I really cant bring myself to study anymore because my mindset is like "you'll die anyway" and studying by itself feels like a job and a hassle and I cant be consistent enough at it. I was doing so well in the start of the year then suddenly, my brother ended up in the hospital and thankfully he recovered again hut after that i couldnt focus on my studies for a very long time and till now its been maybe 2 months and i havent picked up a single textbook properly, what should i do?

i seriously dont know how to get back in my old pacing and I feel like giving up. or maybe I should redo my year, it feels like its worthless to continue studying and that maybe i should just drop out and marry off to some guy, wow.. a life without a certificate, no education, no goals, thatd probably be even more depressing than now.

because my mental health always makes me stress out wayyy too much to a point I dont study, out of fear of failure.

our house is also very very noisy and It's impossible to feel unbothered by it.

even when I ask for a therapist they laugh it off, but i dont know how to manage my emotions and all. am I suicidal for like, no reason?

 

[whycan'titallendnow]

I'm sorry to hear that.

I was diagnosed with adhd this year and my entire life I've never been able to focus or get into a study routine.

With the exception of 2022. I was going to the gym and walking on an incline on the treadmill gave me so much focus and drive after.

If you can, try to go some place quiet, typically, that would be a library.

 

[TheAngelBornInHell]

I'm sorry to hear that.

I was diagnosed with adhd this year and my entire life I've never been able to focus or get into a study routine.

With the exception of 2022. I was going to the gym and walking on an incline on the treadmill gave me so much focus and drive after.

If you can, try to go some place quiet, typically, that would be a libr

oh thank you yes, sorry to hear that as well. I do go to studyhouses and libraries often and those help me a huge amount. but unfortunately I cant go there everyday since I get tired very easily due to my low jron recently so I might get that fixed then get back to libraries. its also because it is winter..

 

[kuroshimi]

Feeling the same way. Possibly related to the fact that I, most likely, not be working in the field of my studying. I like computers, but hate programming?

I myself can bring myself to study, because I simply can't focus and because of thoughts that there is no points in this. I don't know, what I am actually want from this life.

 

[sanctionedusage]

am I suicidal for like, no reason?

no, some people just have a low tolerance for bs like what you deal with

i had like 90 absences in my senior year of high school, that alone almost stopped me from graduating. my administration went hardcore lenient on me and slashed those in half, still let me graduate since my grades were ok, my past academic years were good, and because i was reluctantly transparent with them to the best of my ability. i didnt even know what i was dealing with myself until years later lol but the reasoning i gave them was enough to convey that i wasnt just lazy, despite what teachers would tell me to my face

is it at all possible to take your studying somewhere else if at home isnt working anymore? honestly trying to get back into the same routine in the same place as before might be dysphoric in itself because it's a reminder of what you used to be able to do with no problem. what about staying late at school, a library, a cafe, etc? then once you have a good environment, set a tiny goal for each day and try to disregard how much more you used to do in the beginning of the year.

 

[Bat12]

For

I really cant bring myself to study anymore because my mindset is like "you'll die anyway" and studying by itself feels like a job and a hassle and I cant be consistent enough at it. I was doing so well in the start of the year then suddenly, my brother ended up in the hospital and thankfully he recovered again hut after that i couldnt focus on my studies for a very long time and till now its been maybe 2 months and i havent picked up a single textbook properly, what should i do?

i seriously dont know how to get back in my old pacing and I feel like giving up. or maybe I should redo my year, it feels like its worthless to continue studying and that maybe i should just drop out and marry off to some guy, wow.. a life without a certificate, no education, no goals, thatd probably be even more depressing than now.

because my mental health always makes me stress out wayyy too much to a point I dont study, out of fear of failure.

our house is also very very noisy and It's impossible to feel unbothered by it.

even when I ask for a therapist they laugh it off, but i dont know how to manage my emotions and all. am I suicidal for like, no reason?

For a long time, I used to never study because id say it doesn't matter, I'll just CTB if I fail. Such a bad mindset, you get nothing done, but so good because you live your life so free!

 

[TheAngelBornInHell]

what about staying late at school, a library, a cafe, etc? then once you have a good environment, set a tiny goal for each day and try to disregard how much more you used to do in the beginning of the year

ill be doing that! thank you