I can´t take it anymore, I just wanna die!

[TheGoodGuy]

Pretty much sums up this whole forum and especially how extremely suicidal I have become recently.

 

[faust]

When a doctor prescribes a new medication and you have side effects.
Every bullet is one-more medication with side effects.

 

[Donk]

When a doctor prescribes a new medication and you have side effects.
Every bullet is one-more medication with side effects.

whats even worst is when doctor switch you from one AD to another. you feel the withdrawel from the old Ad and the side effects of the new one. my suicidal tendencies was at its peaked.

 

[faust]

whats even worst is when doctor switch you from one AD to another. you feel the withdrawel from the old Ad and the side effects of the new one. my suicidal tendencies was at its peaked.

My depression peaked due to... antidepressants. Two weeks of severe depression and I just stopped. No withdrawal effects despite short spells of aggression even though I am not aggressive at all. Still better than being all day in bed and almost incapable to go to the toilet or to take a shower.

 

[LMLN]

New meds make me worse as well. They make me desperate.

 

[Donk]

My depression peaked due to... antidepressants. Two weeks of severe depression and I just stopped. No withdrawal effects despite short spells of aggression even though I am not aggressive at all. Still better than being all day in bed and almost incapable to go to the toilet or to take a shower.

im glad you dont need ADs to function. unfortunately ive been on them so long that i cant stop taking them.

New meds make me worse as well. They make me desperate.

what meds are you taking

 

[LMLN]

im glad you dont need ADs to function. unfortunately ive been on them so long that i cant stop taking them.

what meds are you taking

They just started me on Effexor. But it all does the same...makes me extremely anxious.

 

[Donk]

They just started me on Effexor. But it all does the same...makes me extremely anxious.

i know its not the best option but have you tried benzos for anxiety?

 

[LMLN]

i know its not the best option but have you tried benzos for anxiety?

Yes, I do take them. But I have a limited amount prescribed, they do not like to give them to me. So trying to limit them. The anxiety from the ADs does not seem to resolve like they are telling me...

 

[faust]

im glad you dont need ADs to function. unfortunately ive been on them so long that i cant stop taking them.

what meds are you taking

I barely function. It is not life. I don't want to take ADs anymore, every time they just stop working properly.

 

[Donk]

one of the possible side effects from effexor is anxiety

 

[faust]

one of the possible side effects from effexor is anxiety

I was in emergency department due to side effects of Aripiprasole

 

[Donk]

I was in emergency department due to side effects of Aripiprasole

what happen?

 

[faust]

what happen?

Severe akathisia and dystonia. Pure hell. Could not sleep, could not eat, could not sit and felt like there is the fire inside my chest and I have to move constantly.