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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

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Aug 28, 2020
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I ended up getting sick on Sunday. Then Monday I started feeling a bit worse.
But still able to function. Then I had work on Tuesday. Even though I wasn't feeling 100%. But I can still function. I decided to go to work that day and around 4:45 I ended up going some flu symptoms. Then I had trouble functioning. Then I had trouble focusing, but not because of the symptoms, more from the stress of slowing down. Then my boss at work ended up getting a taxi for me to go home. And I know I rather have finished the shift. And the worst part is I found out that I can't go back to work until I get a doctor's note saying i'm ok. I honestly think they were overreacting. And I am annoyed that I am out of work for the time being. And it's not like I was getting very much ours anyways. But I rather get some hours than none at all. This might be childish of me, but I think I rather just get a new job.Then go back there. It's a mixture of shame of what happened and It doesn't really feel like I'm really contributing there at work. But mainly, I just feel so ashamed that he can't go back there. I just think when I go back there I will been seen differently. Like I said, it feels like I'm not pulling my weight at work. Then, on top of the whole being sick it just make me feel less part of the team.
 
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