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Mav

Mav

Lost somewhere
Aug 30, 2024
25
I suffer from a few different, very rare and very debilitating conditions that are incurable. I am prescribed a lot of medication's and I'm having a hard time believing that all of them in combination at a large dose, would fail.
I have combed through this site days upon days upon days about taking prescription and over-the-counter medication's to try to make this easy and there is so much out there that says it never works or it rarely works. Just the fact alone that four of the medication's that I want to take suppress breathing so incredibly ferociously, then I find it really hard to believe that it wouldn't make me pass away. I certainly wouldn't be able to wake up if I wasn't able to breathe because the medication would have me so sedated. I plan on putting a T-shirt or a pillowcase or something over my face as I fall asleep so that way there is a lot less oxygen exchange. I don't think I have the guts to be able to do the night night method. I just wouldn't be comfortable with a rope tied around my neck, partial hanging raises the hair on the back of my neck full suspension is definitely a never no way. Jumping, I have thought about because I'm not afraid of heights so it's not a matter of not being able to walk to the edge. It's a matter of whether or not I'll be able to actually jump. If I do take all the medications, it would be in a various secluded area and in my car so maybe I was thinking a portable protein, camping heater or something leaving it running all the way in the back of my vehicle and maybe just falling off to sleep and breathing in the gas is everything would work that way. This is also unbelievably frustrated that we have to spend so much time on trying to figure out how to pass away. I don't understand why it's not OK. I don't understand why you can't go to a doctor and say I don't wanna suffer anymore. Can you help me from not suffering anymore and then the answer is yes the answer should always be yes. If you are an adult, you make your own choices about your body. It's literally insane. Sorry I had some venting in there too. I'd love everybody's input anyone who's willing to give me input on this. One thing I didn't mention was the medication's so it would be oxycodone, hydroxyzine, libre, Valium, tizanidine, Wellbutrin, Seroquel, and there are some more. I'm just forgetting their names right now. But the first four are definitely going to be the most lethal and most likely to be the ones that are going to cease my breathing. Thank you everyone and much love to you all.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,753
Hi.
No, sorry, those meds won't help you.
Most of those meds are psych meds & are pretty safe. Valium suppresses the central nervous system but not usually breathing.
Hydroxyzine is sometimes used as a preop antiemetic as it dries up secretions. It may interfere with absorption.
Oxycodone in high enough dose is theoretically possible, especially with valium BUT if you have tolerance then no.
I really think you should look at other accessible methods as RX meds have about 95% failure rate.
You also risk physical & mental debilitation from the overload on organs. 🤗🌹💔
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

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Jan 30, 2025
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I don't think so… I love hydroxezine but it's very mellow, I can't imagine how much you would have to take… I think the bigger issue with overdosing is the shear amount you need to over dose. It would be very difficult to keep them down (maybe impossible?)

I once upped my dose of Wellbutrin and it made me go crazy… felt very comfortable to just CTB pretty much any way .. so I guess it could work in that sense. lol.
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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Problem is that our bodies, even if crippled, cling to life with incredible force, bypassing even our conscious decisions.
As mentioned by others, primary problem with poisoning of any kind via ingestion is keeping it down. Even widely popular SN method requires additional steps with fasting and antiemetics to ensure desired outcome. So unless you have access to a fast working, potent poison, overdosing is not recommended. You can vomit it, it might leave you in a state worse than before (physically vise), or not work at all and leave you with shitty feeling of failure, headache and bad aftertaste,
 
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HollowCreek

HollowCreek

Member
Apr 3, 2025
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I suffer from a few different, very rare and very debilitating conditions that are incurable. I am prescribed a lot of medication's and I'm having a hard time believing that all of them in combination at a large dose, would fail.
I have combed through this site days upon days upon days about taking prescription and over-the-counter medication's to try to make this easy and there is so much out there that says it never works or it rarely works. Just the fact alone that four of the medication's that I want to take suppress breathing so incredibly ferociously, then I find it really hard to believe that it wouldn't make me pass away. I certainly wouldn't be able to wake up if I wasn't able to breathe because the medication would have me so sedated. I plan on putting a T-shirt or a pillowcase or something over my face as I fall asleep so that way there is a lot less oxygen exchange. I don't think I have the guts to be able to do the night night method. I just wouldn't be comfortable with a rope tied around my neck, partial hanging raises the hair on the back of my neck full suspension is definitely a never no way. Jumping, I have thought about because I'm not afraid of heights so it's not a matter of not being able to walk to the edge. It's a matter of whether or not I'll be able to actually jump. If I do take all the medications, it would be in a various secluded area and in my car so maybe I was thinking a portable protein, camping heater or something leaving it running all the way in the back of my vehicle and maybe just falling off to sleep and breathing in the gas is everything would work that way. This is also unbelievably frustrated that we have to spend so much time on trying to figure out how to pass away. I don't understand why it's not OK. I don't understand why you can't go to a doctor and say I don't wanna suffer anymore. Can you help me from not suffering anymore and then the answer is yes the answer should always be yes. If you are an adult, you make your own choices about your body. It's literally insane. Sorry I had some venting in there too. I'd love everybody's input anyone who's willing to give me input on this. One thing I didn't mention was the medication's so it would be oxycodone, hydroxyzine, libre, Valium, tizanidine, Wellbutrin, Seroquel, and there are some more. I'm just forgetting their names right now. But the first four are definitely going to be the most lethal and most likely to be the ones that are going to cease my breathing. Thank you everyone and much love to you all.


Oxy + alcohol will absolutely take you out. How much oxy do you have? Research how much is needed for that combo to be lethal. Seriously, make sure you've got over the right amount.
 

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