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Parnate

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Dec 16, 2021
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Well, I work as a draftsman. I am currently working on an Australian project. I am working 11/12 hours everyday. There are constant revisions in drawings so we have to keep updating that.
Next week I will be shifted to a Saudi project. In India, Gulf projects or Saudi projects aren't considered good, also no offence to anyone from gulf region but they treat Indians like slaves.
My father lost his job and my parents have little savings. I want to ctb but can't leave them like this. I am feeling so trapped.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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This is me as well, multiple crises in family revolving around work. We're getting hit early but it's coming for so many.
 
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Solaria

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Jan 23, 2026
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Similar situation for me too. There are people I can't abandon, but work is unbearable and you end up feeling so trapped.
 
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Parnate

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Dec 16, 2021
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Similar situation for me too. There are people I can't abandon, but work is unbearable and you end up feeling so trapped.
What work do you do? How many hours a day?
 
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ChrisFromEarth

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May 12, 2025
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I am so sorry. About your user name Parnate, are you actually taking that medication? For me it is not working…
All the best to you!
 
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Solaria

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Jan 23, 2026
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What work do you do? How many hours a day?
It's normal office work, normal office hours officially. But the workload and deadlines have become unbearable, it feels like more and more gets put on my plate every day. I honestly hate it but finding something else feels so impossible. We need to work to maintain our lives but it can suck up your will to live.
 
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Parnate

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Dec 16, 2021
514
I am so sorry. About your user name Parnate, are you actually taking that medication? For me it is not working…
All the best to you!
I took it a few years ago, worked great for 3 weeks and then just stopped working.
 

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