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SapoMotoqueiro

SapoMotoqueiro

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Aug 25, 2025
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My family care about me, maybe a little too much. i work at the same place as my parents, i am payed for the days i go to work so i can have any day off, my mother dont allow because i can only skip the day if i am really, really bad, so even when i was really tired and my body in pain, it wasnt enough for her to allow. i could lie but i am so scared of doing it.

I am not allowed to go anywhere alone since ever and now i am an adult who dont know how to do things alone, even the basics. if u buy something online they will ask what is, they will ask to see it.

So if i managed to get a day to ctb and fail i will be sooo fucked, all my things will be confiscated, take whatever can hurt/kill from my reach and if they suspect something is a bad influence for me? gone. in resume, i would be punished like a kid.

I need to make it work 200% right. there isnt much i could do besides risking, right?

(If the text dont make sense is because 1- english is not my first language; 2- i am at work)
 
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