I am falling apart.

[acidkitsune23]

It's been a bit lol

This is a bit of an update post since I haven't been active here.

Good news
I made 2 new friends !! They're cool

Bad news
I'm getting attached

It's only been a month since my new friends and I met, and I'm getting attached. This is bad for me since I'm horrid at keeping tabs on more than one friendgroup at once lol
They're really cool don't get me wrong, I'm just scared that I will end up ruining things. past experiences are kicking my ass rn

Im tempted to start cutting again. It brings me shame but it helps distract me. pls give advice

 

[whywere]

One of the aspects of life that 68 years on this planet has taught me, is that never ANYTHING ever stays the same and everything is in flux all the time.

You are a very smart and loving soul; your thread says that so loud and clear. Take a step back, a relaxing breath and go forward, with a new mantra in place and enjoy your newfound friends.

I can fully understand the part of being apprehensive of how life treated you in the past, but that is the past, and you are such a wonderfully loving person that your new friends, I bet, really enjoy not only your company but your personality and intelligence.

Even at 68, I get really nervous when I met new folks in person, as I have more than once stuck my foot in my mouth, but I am getting much better in letting the past go and enjoying all the new experiences and folks and I hope that you will to

Sending you so much kind and caring thoughts and the knowledge that you are a vibrant person.

Walter

 

[Sasukecel]

One of the aspects of life that 68 years on this planet has taught me, is that never ANYTHING ever stays the same and everything is in flux all the time.

You are a very smart and loving soul; your thread says that so loud and clear. Take a step back, a relaxing breath and go forward, with a new mantra in place and enjoy your newfound friends.

I can fully understand the part of being apprehensive of how life treated you in the past, but that is the past, and you are such a wonderfully loving person that your new friends, I bet, really enjoy not only your company but your personality and intelligence.

Even at 68, I get really nervous when I met new folks in person, as I have more than once stuck my foot in my mouth, but I am getting much better in letting the past go and enjoying all the new experiences and folks and I hope that you will to

Sending you so much kind and caring thoughts and the knowledge that you are a vibrant person.

Walter

You're 50 years older than me

 

[whywere]

You're 50 years older than me

WELCOME to SaSu and great having you here.

Remember that age is a number, that is all it is, and we are ALL the same.

Again, WELCOME!

Walter

 

[Sasukecel]

WELCOME to SaSu and great having you here.

Remember that age is a number, that is all it is, and we are ALL the same.

Again, WELCOME!

Walter

Thanks, lol, it's somewhat ironic to see your very positive energy on a forum over a very negative topic but I dig it

 

[whywere]

Thanks, lol, it's somewhat ironic to see your very positive energy on a forum over a very negative topic but I dig it

I, like so many others here and in life in general, have had HELLISH hard times, as I have had 2 attempts, massive depression, BPD, heck everything, however, I love helping people have a smile and try and feel good about themselves.

I was kicked out at 18 by my "parents" with no money, nor food and was homeless and hungry to start my adult life and oh yes, I have been there before and now I really want to help folks so much.

I could be negative and down at the mouth on here, but that is not my way and I love helping folks no matter whatever path that they have chosen for themselves.

Walter

 

[Sasukecel]

I, like so many others here and in life in general, have had HELLISH hard times, as I have had 2 attempts, massive depression, BPD, heck everything, however, I love helping people have a smile and try and feel good about themselves.

I was kicked out at 18 by my "parents" with no money, nor food and was homeless and hungry to start my adult life and oh yes, I have been there before and now I really want to help folks so much.

I could be negative and down at the mouth on here, but that is not my way and I love helping folks no matter whatever path that they have chosen for themselves.

Walter

That's rough, you're way more mentally strong then I am.

 

[whywere]

That's rough, you're way more mentally strong then I am.

I truly feel that you are a caring and kind person, and you are strong, and we help each other here.

We are family here, and I care deeply about you and want the best for you, and we help each other here each and every day in so many ways.

Walter

I got my name as I live in the U.S., but my "parents" came from Germany

 

[Sasukecel]

I truly feel that you are a caring and kind person, and you are strong, and we help each other here/

We are family here, and I care deeply about you and want the best for you, and we help each other here each and every day in so many ways.

Walter

I got my name as I live in the U.S., but my "parents" came from Germany

Thanks. My name is Abdoulaye and I'm from Canada

 

[whywere]

Thanks. My name is Abdoulaye and I'm from Canada

You have a very lovely name and I live in the Midwest.

It is so nice having you here, as having new family members to/for me is everything for me, as I have no family nor friends and this is the only site that I have ever or will ever be on the net with.

Walter

 

[Dayrain]

@whywere I'm glad you are here again.

 

[whywere]

@whywere I'm glad you are here again.

Thank you so much!

It is folks like YOU who make this site so darn nice, as far as coming home to!

Have a great week, my good friend.

Walter

 

[Dayrain]

Have a great week, my good friend.

Thank you for these kind words. Yes, I hope as well that everyone will always be able to somehow feel like in a family on here.

 

[cryptoinvestor]

some nice exchanges, made my depressed face light up a little while reading

Thanks. My name is Abdoulaye and I'm from Canada

Does your name originate from Mali?

 

[acidkitsune23]

One of the aspects of life that 68 years on this planet has taught me, is that never ANYTHING ever stays the same and everything is in flux all the time.

You are a very smart and loving soul; your thread says that so loud and clear. Take a step back, a relaxing breath and go forward, with a new mantra in place and enjoy your newfound friends.

I can fully understand the part of being apprehensive of how life treated you in the past, but that is the past, and you are such a wonderfully loving person that your new friends, I bet, really enjoy not only your company but your personality and intelligence.

Even at 68, I get really nervous when I met new folks in person, as I have more than once stuck my foot in my mouth, but I am getting much better in letting the past go and enjoying all the new experiences and folks and I hope that you will to

Sending you so much kind and caring thoughts and the knowledge that you are a vibrant person.

Walter

Thank you so much! :)